May 2012
April 2012
3 tags
I need to bring an end to the things that are causing me pain
to the things that make me sad
to to things that are no longer enriching my life
at one point tumblr was a source of joy and inspiration for me
it was a place of potential and fun
but more often than not these days I find myself looking at distant places and beautiful faces and wishing I were exploring their contours rather than...
i quit
i’m making this hard
‘stead of throwin myself around
here i stand
solid ground.
sometimes i forget to breathe
and so i like to remind myself
that it is necessary and important
for being the very the best
like no one ever was
and i know that sadness can consume
but why should it
when porn stars are listening to my words
and my best friends walk me
half way home
it’s a sloppy mess i have become and in the morning
further consideration will ensue.
and just like that
in the blink of an eye
teased by my own foolishness
the wandering of my mind
no, it didn’t cloud over today like we thought it would. the sun is beaming at my window and the cherry blossoms are vibrant by the angle of its rays.
how happy I am to be refreshed by such honesty
how careful I will teach myself to be
my heart is so young
it has much growing ahead
I wait...
nervous, anxious, fumbling
where is my composure
this is no way to be seen
I can’t wait to see your face
hear your laugh
make you laugh
the sun is out though the forecast said rain
and you’re picking me up anyway
and we’ll ride until the moon takes over
making shadows symbolic like the misplaced titles
I crane my neck and breathe stale air
cause I can’t wait to...
but we can’t stay transfixed on times that are not ours
the act of living in the present exists in the simplicity
of putting one foot in front of the other
so like a child learning to walk,
I will make my way forward down a path of life
that only I am responsible for creating
I don’t know what the future holds
but I know it’s gonna be all right
if I am the one in control
WatchDelphic - Doubt by Andrew Huang
my fave
Gloomy Sunday - Rezso Seress
March 2012
1 tag
Banana bread is delicious!
9 tags
one day they’ll laugh and drink champagne
and it will be in our honor and in our favor
life will turn around for us and we’ll soar through the sky
all it takes is for some listening and understanding
and trust that the ones you love really want you to love them
that the love they show to others is a result of the love you’ve shown to them
and that it doesn’t matter...
